Thursday, October 2, 2008 @ 00:30
:: Mixture of Emotions


I'm feeling a mixture of emotions right now.

Dread.Irritation.Guilt.Relief.Irritation.Adoration.Serenity.Longing.

Dread because someone reminded me that I am having breakfast meeting - at ridiculous timing of 8am! I really don't feel like going, but then...

Irritation because of something that happened last night, and I was really annoyed and irritated. I officially stereotype most males, well, 55% (safe percentage) of them, to be really annoying, irritating, inconsiderate, egoistic, masochistic, and whatnots.

I am really somewhat amazed at the thoughts that they carry, and even more amazed that they actually follow their thoughts. I am having a hard time controlling this particular emotion, and I think following the next few intense weeks, this emotion will surface very easily.

Don't try me.

Guilt because I did something bad and I am still repenting. I really think I am pretty dumb sometimes to have done what I did only to bear the consequences later. Sigh, what was I thinking?

Relief because I found out something today that really causes this wave of emotion to come over me. I need that badly.

Irritation repeats twice.

Adoration because I can't help it.

Serenity because He is here with me.

Longing because I wish...

7 emotions, minus double irritation. Is it too much to feel at one go?

Oh, I haven't included envy, sleepiness, stomachache (is this even an emotion?) and don't know what else.

Okay, I am heading to bed now.

Oyasumi.

Rain down on me...

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