Nowadays I feel at a loss easily.

I needed a holding hand to guide me, to teach me, to make sure I am doing the right thing.

But somehow, the hand that guided me, that taught me, that made sure I am doing the right thing... Is letting go slowly.

And I am left to pedal the bicycle faster and steadier if I want to stay on track and not fall.

I wish...

Oh, I had a deja vu today.