It was a nostalgic feeling nonethless, despite my coming from Retail Assistant background.

Ever since I got transfered to CS about 2 years ago, I have always been trained to think as a CS, I have been in the comfort behind my 2 black counters.

It felt really awkward to be a RA today, being attached to Rachel, running around with her, to ensure product display is good, product replenishment is done, and members are doing their duties.

It was a good feeling, to learn new things, to experience new stuffs...

But I really missed CS.

Definitely not all the problems they encounter, but rather, because we're smaller, with 4-5 people each week.

The cozyness is there, and I feel 'at home' in CS.

Right now, I feel like a puzzle out of place, and am finding my place in Retail.

I hope I am up to it, to do what is expected of me and not to fail those who have faith in me.

:)

Recently, I realized that I have become more and more of a negative person. I feel that I'm behaving like a balloon.

Inflate easily when others acknowledges what I have done, feeling good on the inside.

But also deflate just as easily - when reprimandation comes, when criticism comes.

I am a person who gets affected easily over WORDS, and I take a long time to bounce back after being 'deflated'.

I don't like this feeling because I tend to think really negative stuffs when I am in my 'deflated' mood.

But the Bible says that I am the head and not the tail, above and not beneath.

And we're always taught that your life changes when your THINKING CHANGE.

It says in Proverbs that, "As a man thinks in his heart, so is HE."

As we enter soon, the last quarter of the year, I want to constantly remind myself to be a POSITIVE person.

No one likes to be around someone grumpy and negative. So, let's all be BRIGHT and POSITIVE today! :D

Aja aja FIGHTING! :D