I believe problems come to us for a reason.

God called us to be problem-SOLVERS, so we are expected to solve problems.

So how can we solve problems when there are no problems for us to solve?

But on the other hand, I feel that it's weighing me down badly, from all the issues that are rising from all aspect in my life.

I don't know how to say it, but I am just thankful that this week is prayer week. I am lifting it all up to the Lord. :)

Waking up at 5am, sleeping at 12am for the past 3 days has not been easy, but I'm really grateful to God for sustaining me.

"Blessed are those poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."

I checked out the meaning of 'poor' and one of the explanation is:

'deficient or lacking in something specified'

We all lack the spirit of God on the inside of us. I am looking forward to be filled again and again. Though there's still 2 more days of morning prayer, but I am excited for it.

Tiring, yes.

Exhausted, yes.

But there's just too much more to gain than physical tiredness. Another plus point of praying in the morning is I get to sit with small val. I missed her quite alot.

Those SOT days seems just like yesterday, but actually it's 2 years ago! I should ask her out on a date soon.

Maybe if this Sat she doesn't have a date, I should ask her out.

Haha.