i spent half the night doing invoices, listening to sad korean songs, and reminiscing about the past.

sometimes i do that.

listening to sad songs and thinking about the past, that is.

currently spinning on my playlist is Goodbye by The Melody. it's from Coffee Prince OST (i think), and i heard it on one of the episodes of CP.

you know that is just one bad point of me. i can sit on the sofa, spinning sad, melancholy songs, and think about my happy past, my sad past, and just stone over there, letting all the memories flood and overwhelm me.

jamie was asking me this morning when am i going to get attached.

i told her, it's not when i want. it's who i want.

and she said i shouldn't wait for the perfect one, but i should try and perhaps, find the perfect one through my tries.

i don't know how true is that. but i don't really fancy the idea of jumping into a relationship just like that.

i always believe i will fall in love with someone whom i already know, and the next step is then to get to further know this person whom i love.

and not to reverse it.

당신을. . . 사랑해요.