i cannot differentiate between what is right and what is wrong.

i cannot differentiate between covet and need.

with songs like 'bleeding love' and 'when you're gone' running through my head, i cannot help but allow the heavy emotions to creep back and conquer my heart.

i tried so hard.

not to reminisce about the past. not to relieve those moments. not to go back to the past.

not to think about it. not to remember it. not to let myself wallow in it.

but i can't help it.

it just came flooding back like an old school film.

it kept replaying and replaying...

how to stop it?