Spinning: J.J. Lin - Hui You Na Me Yi Tian


I guess I am really tired. I am beginning to suspect what I am thinking, what I am feeling. I have these random thoughts that I am not me.

Even after a forced run at 8pm, I pushed my tired body forward and run, with sappy songs plugged in my ears, I tried to erase all those incidents... But I can still remember what happened.

Every time you threw your temper at me...

I feel very upset at myself because I feel that I am disappointing people around me cuz it seems I can't seem to be sharp enough, can't seem to be smart enough, can't seem to grasp the importance of this, the main point of that.

It is not easy having this mixed feelings of feeling to holler back at you, to say sorry I'm at fault, or to just walk away silently.

Why did those tears fall?