i felt the word that val shared was very good.

indeed, there are 3 types of people in the world.

1. those who embrace the changes around them, and be part of the change. allow the changes that takes place, to mold and move them into maturity.

2. those who reject the changes, and refuses to allow the changes to renew their mindset, and refusing to grow up from the childish mindset they are carrying.

3. those who wish to change, but yet done nothing, put in effort not, to realize the change.

i felt a hammer knocking on my head when she mentioned point 3. so MANY times, i tell myself, carol, you have to change.

change the way you behave.
change the way you view things.
change the way you speak.
change the way you live your life.
change your bad habits.
change your working habits.
change your living habits.

change
change
CHANGE.

so many times, i hear such voices in my head.

but it's just as if they were my mom's nagging, it falls onto deaf ears.

i felt guilty, and at the same time, tired of my behavior. it's time to change. i don't want to look back at the end of the year, and to my disappointment, i have nothing to my name.

i have impacted no one.
i have helped no one.
i have achieved nothing.
i have gained nothing.

your life is a story.

it's 2 more days to the end of March. and 3 months have passed since the beginning of year 2008.

have you changed?