i just experienced something really disappointing and heartbreaking.

no, it's not taka having a gf. he has, anyway.

but it's something else, something closer to home.

weeks back, i was just having a casual chat with val and then we just spoke about alot of things, and you know, one thing leads to another.

she said that i dont have enough love. i tend to love the people easier to love, and tend to get impatient with those that are harder too.

it's true.

and i feel that i should change that area. because to me, love is a very sacred thing. love will make or break someone. and if it can make someone, i want to be part of it.

i want to someone full of love, that everyone i meet, i can play a part in loving them.

it was not easy. i have to constantly tell myself,

"be patient! girl, be patient!"

and it's a wonderful feeling to see your love grow and see your love touching people's hearts.

but it's a very disappointing moment to see the love that you show, get trampled under the feet of the person you demonstrate to.

romeo, romeo, where fort art thou romeo?