I don't really know love

I didn't know it'd come like this
I can't seem to control my heart when it comes to love
I wouldn't have started if I knew it'd be like this

Now that it's too late to turn back, I'm having regrets
I hoped you wouldn't be love
I hoped that you wouldn't be my love

I told myself I didn't love you

I hoped we were just passing acquaintances
Because all I'll have left is pain
But even so, I want you

It's making me sad

A wrong start.

That's all I saw it as
I believed I could let you go any time
I don't know what went wrong
I have to avoid your love
But I long for you

I hoped you wouldn't be love
I hoped that you wouldn't be my love
I told myself I didn't love you

I hoped we were just passing acquaintances
Because all I'll have left is pain
But even so, I want you
It's making me sad

Now I'm nothing without you
I can't do anything about it
Knowing that I must erase you...
Makes my life harder

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