Friday, January 12, 2007 @ 16:48
:: emoish one

music :: Ta De Bei Ying - Wang Jie

Well, I'm feeling quite emoish right now and I don't really have idea why.

Perhaps it's the grayish sky that hovers over my head. All the heavy rain that pours around me. Well, I'm just not myself these days.

Or, perhaps it's the emo song I'm listening to right now. Ha.

Well, I've just sat through 2 talks given by Singapore Airlines, and MobileOne.

I wanna be a crew of SIA, but I don't think I can make the mark, but nonetheless, dreams don't cost anything. So I can continue to dream of being a high-class maid like Gina and fly around the world. :)

Sitting through the career talks equates to my graduating soon. I don't really want to graduate. Instead of saying childish things like the reason behind my not wanting to graduate is something like "I don't want to shoulder the responsibilities of working, and supporting the family YET."

Perhaps I should say, "I detest changes."

I don't like changes. Anything. (Height excluded) [(Weight reduction excluded too.)]

I think I'm a man re (i.e. slow to warm up) person. I don't adapt to changes quickly. I take quite a while to adjust to new environment. To make new friends, etc.

If possible, I want everything to stay the way it is during August 2006.

Sigh, counting down to another 9 months, I'll turn 20. Other than the fact I suddenly cringe when writing down the number, but seriously, I don't really like growing up.

I want to stay 19 forever!

:(

I'm now listening to this song by Wang Jie, and really, I think Wang Jie has this unique voice and I really love his songs. It feels sooooo EMO. But not those that makes you depressed, but those that takes you to a EMOride that I feel we should all take once in awhile - to erm, sort of let loose ourselves.

Oh well. *Shrugs*

I miss this particular friend. A friend whom well, I REALLY REALLY miss.

If you think I miss YOU, msn me alright? :(

still love you;

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