I couldn't fall asleep last night and I kept tossing and turning in bed. At that moment of time, I really wished I had sleeping pills. I needed the sleep!

I WAS tired, and I counted sheeps (I think I gave up at 200 because it was tiring to keep saying the same thing but just changing the numbers, wait, isn't that THE PURPOSE?) and I tried to keep my mind blank.

But I just couldn't fall asleep.

I watched the luminous hands on my clock go one round after another, from 0115am to 0215 and then 0300 and then I think I last saw 0330 and I think I finally fell asleep. Yay.

With just 3 hrs of sleep, I'm surprised I can take it for so long. I served opening and closing of bookstore and went through a great service - NO DOZING OFF! - and then follow tch to KFC to supposedly teach him Java.

Sigh, teaching him was a chore. Now, I think I shall reconsider my plan of going NIE. One "student" is enough to make me vomit blood. Imagine 20? 40? *Shudders*

Anyway, I left halfway of their hanging out because I was pretty bored plus I was SUPER tired. I walked all the way to Tampines Mall to get the stuffs my brother wanted and I was rrrrreally tired I took a cab home. *Pain*

Upon reaching home, I just flopped on my bed and dozed off until 7+. Which is just like 1 hour of sleep.

Sigh.

I am having a major headache over this decision I had to make like within 3 days.

To go to SOT or not to go.

I AM VERY interested to go into SOT, and I WANT TO go. But I didn't expect it to knock on my door so fast.

Weilin is going.
Bernice is going (most probably).
Wenkai is going.
James is going.
Michelle LIM! is going.

I ALSO WANNA GO!! Especially after Shaun said he would support me all the way (does that include paying my fees? :D ). So did Adelyn. So did Val. So did Ivan (Fang), so did so many people.

But the school fees.. *Double pain*

US$900!! *cough*

*Pain*

That's about SGD$300 every month for 5 months. Well, I seriously need to consider it abit more. I mean, so many fellow people are signing up, and it WOULD be a good opportunity to go like now, would it?

Well, well, well.

* Deep thoughts. *